Don’t know which way to turn, on the outside I muddle through the days with work and home life but on the inside the pain is unbearable and my thoughts are I just want to be with my son, my daughter who is three and a half years younger than her brother gets married in two weeks and I know I need to be there for her. I feel selfish for wanting to be with my son when my daughter needs me. I would give anything to have my son back.
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Hi @Mrwent,
Thank you so much for bravely sharing how you’re feeling on here.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help you right now.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
Please do take care of yourself,
Becca 
Online Community Team
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same for me, life is on autopilot, no matter what i’m doing i have this empty feeling, that everything is pointless because he’s not here.