My nan passed away 6 years ago and my grief has never subsided. She was like my mum and she died suddenly and I feel like I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. I feel a fraud reaching out to a community like this where I’m sure people have had worse times…there is that thought that because it’s your nan it’s kind of expected but that doesn’t make your heart hurt any less.
I’m not entirely sure what I am reaching out for. Maybe some tips on how to make this easier? Do I need professional help? Is grieving for this long “normal.”
I feel guilty for not seeing her as much, I feel guilty for not being there the day she passed (I used to always stay with her on a Saturday) I feel guilty for not pushing her last wishes harder. I feel so much anger and pain and guilt. I just don’t know what I’m asking you guys… Maybe it’s just an opinion.