Novel...the Smoke Jumper...

By Nicholas Evans, from The Smoke Jumper…

If I be the first of us to die,
Let grief not blacken long your sky.
Be bold yet modest in your grieving.
There is change but not a leaving.
For just as death is part of life,
The dead live on forever in the living.
For all the gathered riches of our journey,
The moments shared, the mysteries explored,
The steady layer of intimacy stored,
The things that made us laugh or weep or sing,
The joy of sunlit snow or first unfurling of the spring,
The wordless language of look and touch,
The knowing.
Each giving and each taking,
These are not flowers that fade,
Nor trees that fall and crumble,
Nor are they stone
For even stone cannot the wind and rain withstand
And mighty mountain peaks in time reduce to sand.
What we were, we are.
What we had, we have.
A conjoined past imperishably present.
So when you walk the woods where once we walked together
And scan in vain the dappled bank beside you for my shadow,
Or pause where we always did upon the hill to gaze across the land,
And spotting something, reach by habit for my hand,
And finding none, feel sorrow start to steal upon you.
Be still.
Close your eyes.
Breathe.
Listen for my footfall in your heart.
I am not gone but merely walk within you.

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Hello Jackie. Thanks for bringing this poem to the fore again. It was also posted on the ‘Grieving through Poetry’ some time ago. It’s a beautiful, beautiful poem. I read the book fairly recently. Xx

Oh had no idea this poem was already posted on our forum, oh well, seems you all have to put up with it again…this was a new one on me…

Jackie…

It’s always good to read it again Jackie. The words are so meaningful.

What we were, we are.
What we had, we have…

Thank you for that Jackie.

Made me cry (what doesn’t!) but gives strength too.

Keep on keeping on.

Love Ann xx

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