How do I live without you - Because I believe death did not end our relationship
Your love is my life’s blood that I’ll continue to sip
You are still with me just in a different way, you are still in my life but in a new way
We are interconnected by consciousness
Our love is the fundamental fabric of me and is fathomless
Where there is beauty I will find you there
But I just can’t see you however hard I stare
Just a teardrop can reflect the moon and all the stars in the sky
My eyes will reflect you as they cry
Every breath I take is now for you too
If I put my hand on my heart I can feel it now beats for two
I believe you can still see and hear me, in my dreams you will remain with me
I now live in moments mesmerised by our memories and bond
These transcend infinity and beyond
The veil between life and death is translucent
The light of your love diffuses through any vent
I want you to be remembered, I want to share your story
Keeping your memory alive will be my life’s glory
I put on a mask to mould my memories to my mind
My memories comfort me this I do find
I carry the pain of missing the physical you
As it’s a symptom of the immense love I hold for you
I want your life to have made a difference
I want to share the love you gave me in my existence
Grief may overpower me at times this is true
I may take baby steps, but every step I take is now for you
I’m learning to live again in a different way with you
All that matters is that I Love You