No not really and i miss him every day … i miss his voice and his presence and that’s a long time to miss someone isnt it ? Xx
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@Deb5 yes and what I find worse is all the time to come without hearing his voice too . Potentially many years . I’m dreading this and I bet you are too 
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Luckily i have some videos of him that i can access to hear his voice. We went away when we knew he hadnt got long and my daughter in law took a video of him … it has proved to be very important especially last year when i hated not hearing him speak. I also got some on my phone which i watch too but sometimes it makes me sad too xx
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Oh that’s something to treasure. I have nothing like this . Baz just died so suddenly and unexpectedly we didn’t even have chance to say goodbye. I wish we had at least the time to prepare . I know he would have wanted this , not leaving me with the devastation of nothing planned . People say it was the best for him BUT I know he would want to plan and make things as right as we could have 
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Aw … thats really hard for you 
@Hazel.1966 lost her husband suddenly too … tbh either way is bloody awful and its horrible having to say goodbye to someone you love x
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Yes , just the fact you have to say goodbye is bloody awful. I suppose in reality, saying goodbye would have been so traumatic I couldn’t have held it together. Like you say , no way is best . We’d much rather they were here no matter what
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Yeh i miss his guidance, his wisdom , he was so much more wordly wise than me … such a happy man who loved life … its tough living alone isnt it ? I can honestly say i hate it !! X
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I miss Baz’ sense of humour, his kindness, the way he looked after me and made me feel cherished. Nobody will ever be like him - he was so special. I am not getting on well with living alone and been in hospital 3 times this last year
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Have ypu been in hospital 3 times ? Oh no … dont need that do you ? Xx
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Twice in a psychiatric ward and once i collapsed unconscious with pneumonia. Not my finest year !
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Your description of your husband describes mine to a T. How on earth are
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Yeh i miss his guidance, his wisdom , he was so much more wordly wise than me … such a happy man who loved life … its tough living alone isnt it ? I can honestly say i hate it !! X
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*carry on
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Oh dear me hope u bit better now ? Xx
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My Beautiful Wife Anna who was taken away from me at the start of November last year aged only 51 following a long battle with Cancer.
I miss her so much 
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So sorry for your loss. She was far too young. Wasn’t she beautiful?
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Hi @AnnR
Yes she was the Love of my Life & my whole world, we were married for 31 years & had 2 gorgeous children, Liam & Lacey & 2 beautiful Grandchildren. I’m absolutely devastated that she was taken from me, I’ll never get over it & my life will never be the same again without her, as you say 51 is far too young to lose your life & i feel robbed of potentially another 30 or so years we could have had together.
The worst part is the quiet & loneliness that I’ve been left with, our home was always a hub of things going on, she was always busy around the house doing something or other now there’s just an eerie silence whenever i walk through the door although sometimes i expect to walk in & see her in the kitchen baking or making dinner.
I’m so sad that she had to go through what she endured but strangely I’m sort of comforted by the fact she’s now not in pain any longer.
I will Love & miss her every minute of every day until my time comes to be with her again for eternity
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