One year ago today my wonderful partner was diagnosed with esophogeal cancer. He passed away just 10 months later on 18th January.
I need to write to you but I can’t see
Tears cloud my eyes then fall down on me
So many things I want to say, so many things I’ve said before, but now you’re gone I really feel the need to say them more.
My heart is aching im in so much pain
I can’t believe I’ll never see that smile again
So many things I want to say, so many things I’ve said before, but now you’re gone I really feel the need to say them more.
I miss your touch I miss your kiss
Can’t bear to spend another night like this
So many things I want to say, so many things I’ve said before, but now you’re gone I really feel the need to say them more.
I was not ready to lose you, or prepared to let you go, it happened all so suddenly and why I’ll never know.
I thought we had so much more time, I hoped they’d find a cure.
Without you in my life I just dont wanna be here any more.
I hope you heard my I love you’s
I hope you heard my screams
I hope you heard me begging you to stay and not leave me.
So many things I want to say, so many things I’ve said before,
I’ll say them all to you again, one day at heaven’s door.