My names Claire im 36, im a recovering alcoholic currently in a dry house nearly 4years clean, I suffer with major depression disorder, Complex PTSD! Borderline personality disorder, ive lost 7 people in last few years some not so nice and recently lost my mother to ALL Leukemia on the 01.03 26 @ 1:15am 
had her funeral 08.04 26 just feel disconnected from reality not sleeping or eatting properly have no purpose i should be dead not her, I think im cursed, having bad dreams as well.
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I’m so sorry to hear about your mum, @Maria1990. It sounds like you’ve been through an awful lot.
Are you getting emotional support in your residential? It may be a good idea to reach out and tell someone how you’re feeling. You don’t have to go through this alone.
You might also find these Sue Ryder resources helpful.
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Our Losing a parent page talks through some of the emotions you may be experiencing
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Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
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Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through
Take care,
Seaneen
Hi @Maria1990
So sorry your mum has passed away. It sounds like you have had a lot of struggles. And must have worked hard to get to where you are today. I don’t have any words of wisdom as such. But just wanted to send a hug 
Nit getting any support really just getting through day by day
Thank you so much, 
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