My lovely Jack died almost 2 years ago
There is no shock any more
Just pain, void and certainty that he won’t be back.
Last Friday it was our wedding anniversary. I felt sad and sorry for myself.
By coincidence one of our daughters was born on the same date. So the family can’t forget the wedding anniversary.
But what is interesting is that no one mentioned it!! It was as if by talking or mentioning dates connected with Jack would upset me! I am upset anyway
I have noticed that most people now don’t want to talk about Jack, they don’t want to : upset me, make me cry or feel sad!!! As if I need other people to remind me! I cry! I feel upset!! I am sad!!! Don’t need people to remind me of husband!
I remember Jack all the time! He is with me all the time - I cry, I feel sad and also upset!! Every cell of my body misses him. The world is different without him, my life is much the poorer and less exciting without him,
How I miss him!!! I how I wish I had the power to bring him back!! How I wish I could hear his voice and feel his touch
Well ! This is my rambling for the day!!
Thank you for listening
Sadie x