I thought having a day not doing too much was a good idea. How wrong I was! My mind has wandered constantly and I have been tormenting myself. Far from feeling rested, I feel unsettled.
Hi @s.b.2025,
I’m sure someone will be along to share their thoughts, but I just wanted to say thank you for so bravely sharing this with us. Keep reaching out,
Alex
I completely understand what you mean. I thought Saturday was bad, but today is even worse. Maybe it’s because it’s Sunday and the weather is bad. I’m so unsettled and I’ve been crying on and off ever since I got up this morning. I can’t seem to stop I miss my mum so much.
I’ve been telling everyone I’m doing ok but I’ve been lying - I’m really not ok at all, but now I don’t know how to tell them that. They’ve got their own lives to live and they don’t want me crying to them all the time. I feel so alone, I don’t know what to do!
I hope that as time goes by it will get a little easier for us (perhaps) but I’d like to send love and hugs to anyone who needs a little support and comfort xx
Sending huge love and hugs back to you, Sheena xx
Thank you. I really need them right now. xx
So true this weekend has been one of my worse for a few months constantly feeling sad and thinking about my dad and wishing how I could talk to him dreading about going back to work tomorrow trying to be ok when inside I’m drowning with this grief