my dad died in march and my nan has dementia and is going into a home at the weekend. My stepsister is throughly outstaying her welcome and want to stay while her flat gets decorated. She has wrecked everything shes touched in the house and my mum wont say anything. Meanwhile my stepdad keeps having a go at me for stupid things while my stepsister never gets a word. Im missing my dad even more because he would stick up for his children where as mum literally doesnt care ( she said that to me).
All ive done this week is cry my poor partner just gets cried at. I was crying in bed last night trying hard to be quiet so he didnt hear. He is so supportive and amazing but he askes me whats wrong and i cant put it into words. Feel like im drowning