Here we are at Monday again and the start of another long lonely week. Have my assessment for therapy on Friday. Hopefully I will manage my first trip out tomorrow when I am booked to go to a lunch. I was nervous going to these things with my husband so terrified now. Strange how I am nervous of meeting people and always have been when my job was going to meet and speak to clients
Yes, @Pudding, the start of another sad and lonely week. I hope your lunch outing tomorrow goes well. I, too, used to be outgoing and had no problem meeting people. Now, I am not so good and get nervous.
Actually I was never comfortably outgoing. It was something I needed to do for my career and developed. I am feeling panicky today. A tight feeling in my chest and throat and woke up with a headache and sore eyes. Had breakfast and pills. Got some bills. And put some washing on. The recycling being collected is likely to be the highlight of my day. My care company is going out of existence so waiting for the contract for the new one to arrive. It is supposed to be a seamless transition but we will see.
I feel really down today, not even dressed. I need to get my act together and do some jobs,
Sorry you have woken up with tight chest, sore eyes, etc. It’s no doubt stressed related. My head is as heavy as lead.
I hope you manage to go out tomorrow.
I am equally sorry you feel so down. It is difficult to get going in the morning. I have no choice as my carers arrive at 07:30. Need to get some decent size envelopes.
Now I have missed the excitement of the day. The dustmen came whilst I was hanging up the washing at the back.
Never mind, try and look forward to tomorrow. At least you won’t have to worry about cooking for yourself. I cooked a full Sunday lunch for my brother yesterday, so will probably have scrambled eggs today! I used to love cooking for my husband but it’s a struggle to bother for myself now. xx
I really must try and cook something rather than live off ready meals but last time I tried I gave myself food poisoning.