My mum was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and it all happened very quickly from that point. It’s been two years now, and I just can’t accept it, I miss her like crazy! She was my best friend and now she’s just gone.
I feel like I’m the only one still grieving, as my dad has long since moved on with a women, who I think took advantage of him being lonely and despise her, and feel jealous when they act like a family.
And all of this circles around in my head all night and drives me insane.
I’m 20 years old, but I just want my mum and it kills me inside when I realize that it’s not possible.
Will I always be grieving?