I am new to this forum and hoping to seek some form of comfort that this feeling of emptiness is normal 11 months after losing Dad.
Dad was a strong man, never got Ill and and on Dec 12th 2016 went into hospital and we found out he had Cancer. After a gruelling 6 weeks of watching him deteriorate and in pain we lost him on the 26th Jan. The first few months were consumed with funeral arrangements, making sure Mum was ok as she’s disabled, and it’s only been recent months where I feel I can finally grieve.
I have good days and bad days but the time is near when he went into hospital then of course it Christmas. I just wish I could fall to sleep for the next 2 months and wake up and it all be over with.