I am sorry that we have all found ourselves in a situation that brings us here , bereavement is horrendous and I hope we can all find the strength to get through it . Day by day I pray we can
My mum passed away on the 3rd of November 2022 after a short but brutal battle with lung cancer she had only just turned 50 in the august . Every day I wake up feeling angry and bitter that she’s no longer here and also angry towards my dad who put me my brother and sister through the ringer whilst she was in the hospice .
we didn’t sleep for days and tensions where high as it was an extremely stressful time but I feel that anger is building up like a bottle that’s been shook and is ready to explode . I was extremely close to my mum and my dad keeps acting like he’s the only one who lost her . We had Him at my house for Christmas and he put the urn with my mums ashes in at the end of the table while me and my children where having our Christmas dinner . He doesn’t realise that he’s making the grieving process worse for me and my children , but I also understand that he’s grieving too . I don’t know what I expect from coming here I think I just want to vent to someone who wasn’t family .