I lost my 65 year old brother to cancer in August 2020. He was my only immediate family. I am devastated and the pain is unbearable.

Dear @Suema

Welcome to the community. I am sorry for your loss and the pain you are going through.

Have you considered Bereavement Counselling just as a way of expressing your feelings.

I would like to guide you to the following organisations that can be of help and support to you.

Cruse Bereavement - []

Sue Ryder -

There is also an organisation called Shout you just text 85258. They are a support service for anyone struggling to cope. They are available 24/7.

Take care.

Thank you. I had counselling at the beginning but will probably have some more