There is no words and no pain like this.

Losing a child
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How on earth are we as mothers meant to carry on without our child! 2 years nearly and i have been searching for clarification of why! Why isnt there a cure for cancer!!! All the money that goes into research. I am so angry today. Apologies. I fell so lost, hurt, broken. I just need some sort of … something for this pain of a broken heart. I feel like a crazy women most days. I am losing my mind. Yano what… ive always lived my life by saying… there are worse off people than you so be grateful and ive always been kind and grateful. Then the absolute worse thing happens . . I lose my son. I cant comprehend it. I just don’t have the words anymore.

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I can hear the anger and pain in your words, @HeyJude5312. I just wanted to give your thread a bump and let you know that you have been heard and you’re not alone.

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HeyJude

I feel the same, im so angry, why is there no cure, all that money being spent on research, we travelled the journey of cancer with our boys and to be honest i even miss the endless hospital appointments. All we can do is keep taking one step at a time, just know there are other parents out there who know this journey and will support us along the way

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Thank you, means a lot. I appreciate your reply.

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God I feel the same. It’s been only 4 months and I don’t think I can sit with this pain and madness for as long as you have xxx

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Hey, do you have any otger children and loved ones around you?

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Apologies, ive just read your profile. I am so sorry for your loss,
I dont have the words, there are none.

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Hi ladies im so very sorry for your losses…the pain the rollercoaster ride is awful the early years are intolerable…i lost my son sam 4 years ago he was just 25 he had a rare cancer sarcoma he lasted four months …this life is very cruel. But i have to say it does get better than it is now .this site has saved me theres always someone to talk to …go on lost my son at 27 … …girl ,boy we all mums and dads who have lost our babies .the thread has always some one to talk to …remember our babies will always live in our heart pockets sending hugs zoe :heart::broken_heart::heart:

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