So, 5 days ago I lost my beautiful Nana. She suffered a stroke last year and my Mum and I were with her every step of the way. I do not really have the words to express how I feel. Everything has happened so fast, how did we get here? Why is death the only outcome. I am numb, I feel sick, I could scream but I am silent. She was always so strong and independent, how can this be real. Why is there never enough time with those you love. Forgive me, I am at a complete loss, I would give anything for her to be pain free on this Earth, not gone from our lives forever.
I am so sorry for your loss. But I completely understand. The world does not give us enough time to spend time with loved ones but we can not change that. I understand how you feel and why, it is because its all happened at once and you were not ready at all. Greif could end but also couldn’t, it comes in all different ways, feeling disoriented, angry, depression, guilt but that is all normal everyone goes throught it. I honestly hope you feel better soon and i am so sorry about your loss.
Thank you so much for taking the time to reply to me. I thank you for your kind words, insight and understanding. Yesterday was a hard day for me. Grief takes so many turns doesnt it, and each of our grief is very individual. There are so many kind people on here sharing their experiences and supporting each other. What a beautiful thing to see at such a sad time.