This time last sunday my husband and i were having an early dinner ready to return to work he was getting over the last of a cough and cold 15 hours later he was gone im broken
Im so sorry for your loss Julieann, its so painful i know, i lost my soulmate in October last and i still cant believe she has gone, i still talk to her every day and break down each day in tears, i am broken just like you she was my world and i was her 24/7 carer, i keep a journal and write to her every day telling her how i feel and what im doing, it gives me some comfort, i wish you the strength to carry on
I totally understand your shock. My husband woke one Friday morning feeling well. We collected a chair went for a walk, visited friends. At 4pm he felt he was coming down with something. 3 hours later a fever. At midnight we called 111 as he had trouble breathing. 5pm Saturday he was dead. Pneumonia and sepsis. It’s 3 months since he died. I still can’t understand how it was possible to go from fine to dead in 25 hours. I find it hard to accept. The old line of it’s not fair. So many plans, so much life stolen. Both his and mine. I am however muddling through and you will too. I don’t look too far ahead. Just take one thing at a time, one day at a time. I have no idea how I have got to 3 months. But I have. It’s all any of us can do.