It’s been 2 years and IV lost so much , it’s hard thinking of how to move forward and you begin to think what next , at this point people think I should be over it ,bouncy like I was but IL never be who I was before ,I feel real now ,just want people let me be me now ,if they can’t I’d rather spend time alone with my dog ,nature gives me peace as it gives freely not wanting anything in return

Hi Happyjelly67

I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. Most community members have sadly experienced the death of a loved one and so will understand some of what you are going through.

I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that might be helpful.

I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.

Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.

Take care, Rhi