My dad died suddenly in February of this year and boy do I miss him, I’ve tried to stay as positive and up until his funeral I was slowly ploughing on and getting on with it. Now the funeral is over thats when my grief has set in, I miss my dad so much I didn’t think I would experience grief like this. Last week I stayed at my parents house (as my mom went away) and I cried everyday I was by myself, I just feel so lonely and empty. My parents would have celebrated their 25th wedding anniversary this year, I miss my dad so much. I feel I have no purpose in life, I was at university doing a healthcare course but i’ve had to put it on hold.
Each week just gets harder and harder I always ask my dad why did you leave me? I’m having private counselling sessions - although talking about my grief helps nothing nor anyone/anything helps. Some days I keep saying to myself I don’t want to wake up today, why did God take my Dad so early???
🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲. I’m just numb and empty at the moment.