Hi everyone
It’s strange as after a break of over a year, I find myself drawn again to this site again.
I lost my husband over four years ago, and after reading numerous posts on here, all I want to read is that none of this is real and soon, he’ll walk through the door and we can resume our life together.
I’ve been asked what do I want for Christmas and I have to stop myself replying ‘just my husband back’. It’s all I want, nothing else ….
I could have written this. My tangled brain still tells me that David will walk back through the door one day soon. I don’t know how to convince myself that this isn’t going to happen. All I can say is that we’re all here for you and sending you the strength to cope. Be gentle with yourself - grief is a long process with many ups and downs on the way.
Thank you and I’m so sorry you feel the same as I do. I try to be strong but sometimes I fail miserably……
Take care x
Trying my very best but l just can’t still believe he’s gone l miss him so much just don’t want to get up in the morning