I feel exactly the same way! I can’t help it. I know there are others who have lost their parents younger than me, but at 32 I feel like I should have had so much more time with my mum! It’s so hard looking at my friends who still have parents and grandparents. Mum was my whole family, I only had her. It seems so unfair I had to lose her when she was all I had, and go the rest of my life without a parent or any other close relatives. She wasn’t ready to go, was enjoying her life, and fought so hard in the hospital to get better. Neither of us thought she was going to go, until the last day. I know also I spent so much time with her but it wasn’t enough. It’ll never be enough 
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