to see how many people responded to this post means that so many feel the same way. I do. the pandemic is still with us … look at India and remember that it started with a few cases from China. we have an ecological crisis and nukes still are in the background. not that life should not be happy and proceed but there are reasons to be suspect of all the gaiety.
it is hard. but you should do how you feel and not be pressured by other people and their happiness as they have a different experience in this world.
to thine own self be true!