Christmas will never be the same, and the new year celebrations, then after that its my husband birthday beginning of January, im not looking forward to any of it, i know I will be a complete wreck, its terrible.
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I couldn’t agree more, life will never be the same again . You are not on your own I am going through exactly the same as you . As are all the people on this group
This morning I have knots in my stomach and so emotional, its the thought of i will never see my husband again and my life without him is so lonely, I feel im just existing and im a burden to others who are so looking forward to Christmas, this is my life now , so lost .
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You will get though this , take one day at a time
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Its just so hard, I feel lost without him by my side, I just dont know what to do other than cry 
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I know it’s hard and difficult , tears are healing
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