If I Had Only Known
Reba McEntire xx
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Hi Liro ,
Thank you for your kind words.
Yeah Iām not in to the Rolling Stones , but this song is how I was feeling .
I know I just have to pick myself back up and get back on the treadmill of life , but just put it on a very slow setting , so I donāt fall off lol
Mind that song I just posted got me welling up again , you sure know how to pick them lol
Sending big hugs xx
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Enigma - Sadeness (Full Version)
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I know how you feel.
I have a few good days and then down again
I am trying but as you know itās so hard.
Thankyou for the song.
Donāt think Iāll listen to it again yet. I cried so much the last time.
Big hugs 
X x
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Hey Iām nearly three years into this . And yes itās so hard . Always something to trip me up, but all we can do is keep plodding on and listen to sad songs lol
Hugs back 
xx
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Journey - Donāt Stop Believinā (Lyrics)
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Mannequin (1987) / Starship - Nothingās Gonna Stop Us Now (Music Video)
This film was one of Jayne and my favourite romcoms
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Does it get easier
Do you learn to sleep again?
X x
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As you can tell , no the sleep is still an issue for me . But Iām use to it now .
In general I wouldnāt say it gets easier , you adjust your life to living with the grief . And accept that this is your life now . It still hurts like hell , but Iām willing to have that hurt , infact I need to still feel the hurt . Because itās the love I still have for Chris . I donāt just love him , Iām still IN love with him .
Hey I have a good laugh sometimes at work and donāt feel guilty . And me and my two adult kids are always bringing up funny things what their dad did or said . So he is still a big part of this family . It just takes time , to get to that stage where you can deal with the hurt . Thatās how I feel anyway . I guess we are all different xx
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Thankyou
Thats how I feel about Roger.
Iāll never leave him behind.
He constantly fills my head
Iāll just have to learn to live with the pain
Iām going to try to get to sleep now
Iām so tired
X x
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Go West - Call Me (The Indiscriminate Mix
Paul Young - Everytime You Go Away
Nu Shooz - I Canāt Wait
Fleetwood Mac - Everywhere
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Secret Life of Walter Mitty - Space Oddity scene
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The Castaways - Liar Liar (Music Video)
from our fav comedy film starring jim carey
Michael Jackson - P.Y.T. (Pretty Young Thing
Soul II Soul - Back To Life (However Do You Want Me
Lewis Capaldi - Someone You Loved (Lyrics)
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