14 Months since losing Jacqui, woke up Saturday after a afternoon nap, and screamed for Jacqui to come back. Still cannot accept that she is gone, she did so much of the day to day things. My kettle broke, it not a problem amazon will deliver new one tomorrow, but that brings back the hell, what is its not delivered, what if the new one doesn’t work, what is I ordered the wrong one. These are all things Jacqui did or told me to stop worrying about, I know is is anxiety, I had that before, but now it is far worse. Wow a new year of, things going wrong.!
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Hi Stapes
I understand. My husband’s funeral was October 2024 and the following Monday my central heating broke down and I was so scared because Roger used to sort things out and he was always so reassuring. I got it fixed eventually but having to do things on my own is still very challenging. Take care of yourself
Kate
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