This month it would have been my big brother 58th birthday on the 23rd I am feeling so depressed again I miss him so much. It’s like my grief is back I had started to to finally move forward and now I am standing still again last year I took him to the royal fleet air museum. I think that was the day that I new his health had detirated. Just want this month to hurry up and pass.
Thinking of you, @Suzanne.w - birthdays can be really tough.
You might find our info on coping with important dates helpful or comforting to read. Or we have a video about it, too.
Be gentle with yourself - you are not alone 