I write what i feel at that moment.
No1
I am lost ,I am lonely,
I am hurt to the core,
My life was fantastic,
But now thats no more.
Ive been left with a hole,
That no one can fill,
No woman had it all,
Like my lost love Cheryl.
I feel ive been punished,
I feel life is so wrong,
A sentence of bereavement,
Is a punishment to strong.
I may come out stronger,
And deal with the pain,
But one thing for sure,
I cant go through this again.
No2
My darkness has lifted,
My future looks clear,
Then one certain trigger,
Makes my eyes shed a tear,
Then thoughts after thoughts,
Its now all out of sorts,
Remembering the cancer,
The 3yrs she fought.
My darkness has lifted,
My future looks clear,
Todays been a good day,
Had nothing to fear,
Thought after thought,
Of good days we brought,
Remembering the past times,
But the futures un-wrote.
So one day of darkness,
And one day its clear,
But there is no pattern,
Theres nothing comes near,
To grieve for my loved one,
Theres no right way or wrong ,
My ways to write,
A poem not a song.