I lost my dad very suddenly 2 years ago and I’m still struggling so much. One minute we were talking on the phone then a couple of hours later I was being told he’d died. I really can’t get used to life without him. I had my first baby four months ago and I just feel like it’s made me struggle without him even more. I absolutely idolise my daughter and love being a mum but I just can’t believe she’ll never know him. I’ve had to move away from my hometown for financial reasons and I feel really isolated and alone. My partner isn’t great with emotions and when he’s not at work he just sits on his Xbox. I try talking to him about things but I just get a cup of tea and a ‘there there’. Don’t know what I’m expecting really. Im just hoping that there is light at the end of this very long dark tunnel.