Back in August of this year my long term boyfriend sadly passed away in a car accident. Me and him were both 21 and planning our future together, I remember how days before we were talking about how we wanted our wedding. I still remember how that Thursday everything went and how I was so excited to see him in the evening, I use to see 2-3 times aweek and he use to give me butterflies in my stomach. I miss him Soo much and I just don’t know how to cope. As Muslims I couldn’t even attend his funeral and his family wasn’t even aware of me, we were planning on telling our families about one another at the end of the month.
Bless you. I am so sorry for your loss. What a terrible thing to happen to one so young. You will still be reeling from shock and feel like you have had your whole future taken away. I lost my husband very suddenly, he had recently retired and I feel that the next chapter of our lives has been cruelly taken from us. I am sending you a big hug.