My eldest son was born with serious heart problems. We were told early on that he was not likely to see his 2nd birthday. He made it to 25!!!
I lost him 12.12.18. Absolute torture at the end.
I feel guilty for not always being there for him. He started to give up ; drink and drugs played a part in his demise. No he’s gone it’s too late and I feel crap. I miss him so much