4 years

It’s been 4 years since my husband died and still feels like only yesterday. I’m not living just existing. This year l am trying to go away as much as possible. I was hoping that would help but l miss him so much. Will it ever get better?


my wife died just over two years ago the last week was awful i held her in my arms as she died and i can remember every little detail in my mind i am still very angry at rotherham hospital how she was treated the last few months at the tender age of 53 and each day seems like that day i carry some of my wife’s ashes in a memory carrier around my neck and when i feel the tears coming on i hold on to it knowing she is with me helps a little