Hi everyone, six months ago my beautiful boyfriend and soulmate passed away. Things were very tough, but I thought I was learning to cope, I had being getting support from the Crisis team, but last month they discharged me, and since they my ability to get by has deteriorated rapidly.
I had found speaking to someone outside my friends and family bubble really helpful, I could talk openly in a way I could not with those close to me, but now that support is gone and feel alone and isolated again. I don’t know if others here have had similar experiences, but if you can offer some advice, I’d appreciate it.
Today has been especially rough, I would not say things have ever been good since I lost my love, but it suddenly feels hopeless again, I am tied of waking up alone, not that I want anybody else beside me, I just don’t want to wake up at all. I am not suicidal, but I just don’t want to live, if that makes sense.
Anyway thanks, hugs to all.