So at 19.35 it will be 6 months since I last saw my beautiful husband 
I miss every single hour of every single day x
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Iām so sorry for the loss of your Husband 
My thoughts are with you during this time as I can assume this is your first Christmas since losing him, itās going to be such a painful Christmas for a lot of us this year so just know you are not alone and he will always be by your side I am sure 
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Dear @MrsT1,
I feel every ounce of the pain in your heart and mind. My wife left me suddenly 22 weeks ago yesterday, and I miss her every minute of every day. 
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Youāve come this far. Stay strong if possible. Tomorrow will be just one more miserable day like all the others, but youāve survived this far. We know that any improvements in our emotional state will be miniscule and slow, but forward us the only way to go and despite the difficulties you will get there.
Anyway I hope Iām right because I am on the same journey and I know how difficult it is.
I am so sorry for the loss of your lovely husband.
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Hello. I am nearly at the same point as you, having lost my shining star in June, so I know how you feel. It is hell on earth, not helped by the ājoyā of the Christmas festivities. I am so sick of all those happy, happy tv adverts and just want it all to be over.
So I am with you, and somehow, with the help of this site, we will make it and come out the other side. Stay strong. X
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Thank you x I am so so very unhappy my kids now try not to talk about it but itās all too consuming to me x
I want him back, want him here 
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I know my love. I feel exactly the same. Take deep breaths, and hang in there. I am trying to sent you strength virtually, but I donāt know if it will work.
We are all in this pit of despair, and we have to cope. The alternative is too awful to contemplate.
Thinking of you and sending love x
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Thank you x
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Itās all too muchā¦ unbearable and just when it seems the worst possible (well the worst happened) somehow it gets worseā¦ I donāt know how but it does. I am on my knees these last days too. Please can something help us all xx Love to all of you, especially @MrsT1
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You are so right. I for one, feel worse now than I did on the day Tony died. I have no idea why or how that is, because I was beside myself on the day itself.
I too, have asked for help from āup thereā but then it occurred to me that it was āup thereā that decided to take him, so that wonāt be much help! I have no answer except to take each sad day as it comes and hope for the best. Hopefully, it will get no worse.
We have got to be strong, and live our lives for those we have lost.
With love and empathy,
Ann x
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Iām so sorry if this offends (and chances of me going āup thereā are slim to none if it exists) but if I do get up there Iāll be giving a punch in the arse to all who made this happen. I can only hope I get there sooner rather than later whilst I still have some fight left in me.
Yes we keep existing, hoping for what I donāt know but trapped by love for others and not wanting them to feel how we are.
Thank you Ann, I am trying to get stronger. I just donāt think I can do this but have to regardless I know as the option to rewind and get our husbands back appears to be out of order. With love xx
Bless you 