So tomorrow it will be 7 months since that awful day my Dave was cruelly snatched away from me 
I miss him so very much
I was on my own for 16 years before I met him and never felt lonely 
. Maybe that was because I had never found my soul mate.
Then in he walked, turned my world upside down and we had so many beautiful times and I just miss him so very very much.
The nights are the worst , empty, soul destroying loneliness , I hate it!!