Some days im ok, i get on with my day but some days like today i feel so rubbish and low.
At the moment im getting use to my work pattern changing, but i know it will go back to the way it was but i have to stick with it this way for 10 wks. Which I’m finding hard. Normally would of talked to my mum about it but of course i cant.
The one thing that bothers me the most is the one person i want in my life and i cant have her. (I miss her so much and nothing is the same anymore. I keep saying to myself im getting use to my new life and its now totally different.)
I knew u guys would understand my low day. So thought i would write this on here.