Hello @Darling,
I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of your wife Amanda. It sounds as though things are very tough at the moment. I listened to your song, and though I can’t imagine how painful it is to be experiencing this, it’s such a wonderful and heartfelt way to remember her.
I’m glad that you’ve been able to share how you are feeling here and I hope that you find the community a good source of support. Everyone here has experienced the loss of a loved one and will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help you right now.
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Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
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Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
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Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
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Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
Take care - keep reaching out,
Alex
Thanks Alex, not even 24 hours in snd I can really appreciate the amazing support offered here. Best R
Beautiful song 
Thanks! I play it in the morning to see how I am as I start the day