I wrote this song for the sixth anniversary of the passing of my beloved wife and soulmate Bronny (Bronwyn). The song title is ‘I thought you was sleeping’ I can’t believe it’s six years since I lost held her, and my life has changed in so many ways, living as a single person, a life that was forced upon me. My heart goes out to all the people who have lost a special person, we truly know what it’s like.
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Chas what an absolutely beautiful song spoken from the heart.
Rosy
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Chase, that is a beautiful tribute to your dear wife
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Sorry Chas, I’m blaming the phone for changing your name!
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Beautiful, thank you so much for sharing, it’s how I feel but I’ve not been able to express 
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Thank you so much, worst time of the year coming up to their anniversary, but we go on somehow, although it’s not the same, life is completely changed
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I know what you mean about phones, I’ll get it quite often. Thank you., it was a horrible time to go through in 2020., we never truly get over losing our soulmates. We just somehow cope with a new life that’s been forced on us
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thank you, I think we’ll find ways to express ourselves, my friends are taking me out Saturday for a drink, this is the first year it falls on the actual day of the week she passed away, I just don’t like being in the house at that time
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Hello Chas, that was a beautiful song, what an amazing way of honoring you beloved wife. I guess I should have started with, im so sorry for your loss, but that song just really touched my heart. My husband passed away 2 months ago.
I feel like I have to do something to honor his memory somehow, I really miss him a lot, . Take care God bless
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Hi chas
Just watched your song it is a beautiful song for a beautiful lady unfortunately it made me cry i am sorry for that but all the memories of paul passing away at home his carer said he has gone but i said no he has not he is just sleeping he had turned to look at.me although his eyes where closed and he went everything in your song is so right and what i would have done myself if only i knew 
Sweetlady
hi sweetlady, thanks for the comments on the video, yes, it certainly is a tough time when we lose our soulmates. It really is a dreadful time when we forced to make a life that we didn’t choose all the best.
Hi chas
Yes you are so right this is something i never thought about or even thought i would have to go through on my own i have found out that i am no good on my own i need paul to be with me but that is not possible so i have to so it on my own i have no choice in the matter .
Sweetlady
Hi @Chas
Your song is beautiful such a lovely tribute to your wife .
thank you so much, she was the most important thing in my life and even after six years I miss her dreadfully, I’ve got such happy memories but I wanted more than memories, I wanted the person
Thank you, Rosy, just my way to remember her, so tough losing the ones we love
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A beautiful song to your wife. I cried listening to the words and seeing the photographs. The photographs are lovely, especially your wife looking in the mirror, taken without her realising. I imagine that photograph brings back special memories.
Thank thank you for your really kind words, yes I love the photograph that you described it was taken when we got married in 2003, I’ve got so many wonderful memories of my darling wife. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and I was devastated to lose her so suddenly. after her death I suffered with bad depression and PTSD from the shock of finding her but thankfully I’ve got past those and just concentrate on the many memories we made together, I just wish it had been longer. She had just turned 62 when they did the post-mortem she was found to have bronchi pneumonia, she had no symptoms no cough no shortness of breath,just a tragic twister fate. The corner said she would’ve just gone to sleep and due to lack of oxygen would just have stopped breathing.
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