Well its almost a year since my husband passed away 28th of April, I still haven’t come to terms with it I have no one to talk to about it, my daughter hated him so talking to her won’t happen, I only have a few friends but they have their own lives to deal with. Most nights I cry feeling lonely and unhappy, my relationship with my husband was rocky at the end we separated but I still loved him, he was very ill with having dialysis and suffering a mini stroke which changed him he became quite nasty belittling me infront of people trying to turn my friends against me, but with all that I stood by him up until 2 months before he passed away. Some days all I need is a hug and for some one to say everything is going to be ok, I do miss the chats we had and showing Pete what I’ve made for my craft stalls it’s just the little things that matter to me and now I don’t have them it breaks my heart I miss you Pete and love you xxx
that sounds so difficult @Carolineanne what a lot of conflicting emotions there. Is it getting more difficult as it moves towards the year anniversary of his passing?
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Yeah it is getting harder to focus on anything my mind is always thinking about him, I never got to say goodbye to him as his family shut me out and didnt tell me where his ashes were scattered ( he was in the Navy and wanted to have his ashes scattered at sea). All I want to do is hide and not talk to anyone but I know I can’t do that, it’s been hard with him not being here as he was helping me as I’m disabled.
