I lost my dad on the 10th January after diagnosis in July. My dad was not only my dad but my best friend, I talked about everything with him.
I was with him right until the end which helps as I was able to say goodbye something I know a lot can’t do so I do feel blessed. Even though I have family around me I still feel alone. My friends are losing their grandparents and I know no one who has lost their parent.
I can go through so many emotions which I know is part of the grieving process but doesn’t make it easier.
I’m hoping this group although one we all wouldn’t want to be apart of not only helps me but I hope I can help others.
I saw my dad at the chapel yesterday and I didn’t recognise him. We have the funeral next week and I hope that he gets the best send off as he like me is a massive perfectionist.
I’m not sure what I believe in the afterlife but I hope he is waiting for me with a big bear hug I always got from him.
To everyone in this group thanks for listening, and to my dad, sleep well, the angels and your mother is with you now xxx