It will be 8 months on Monday my lovely husband passed. I manage to get through my days , I don’t know how but I do but the evenings are my bad times… bring on my own 5-6 nights a week and knowing it’s always going to be like this now , it dsnt bear thinking about. I really hope it gets easier but it’s certainly not yet! 
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Yes, I know that this is it, for the rest of my life. Long evenings on my own. No prospect of a social life. I care for my special needs daughter, so going out isn’t an option, same with weekends. Anything I do has to be done between 10 and 3 on weekdays. Not that I really want a social life, though some friends would be nice. We didn’t need anyone else, just happy with each other. Xx
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