Anger with loss.

My gran passed away 2 years ago, every day is a struggle. She was very important to me i feel i havent grieved properly. I feel i should of moved on but i cant.

Hello Fenwell88 - and a warm welcome to our Online Community. I am so sorry that you are still badly affected by the death of your Gran two years ago.
I want to assure you that there is no ‘normal’ length of time, following the loss of a loved one, when you should feel you have really accepted what has happened. Perhaps at the time of your grandmother’s death, you weren’t able to talk about how much she meant to you, and didn’t get the support you needed. It’s never too late to ask for help - your GP may be a good starting point for you. Please don’t bottle up your feelings - you have certainly made a step forward by sharing your thoughts on this site. You are not alone - I hope you will find comfort from reading here other people’s experiences following the death of a close family member. With kind regards, Jackie