Anniversary is so tough

My son Ollie aged 27 died 23.2.21 it seems like yesterday
Some days I just can’t accept he is gone
It is so cruel grief
I miss my son so much
To never hug him have his advice and his love again
I miss him a part of me has died I feel I am just existing
He will be annoyed with me and tell me to get over it! I can’t
Some days are good and then I have guilt he’s not here
My girls are wonderful but grieving too my one light is my grandson
I am telling myself not to relive his last days but in the night the memories are relived
I do apps for depression and grief they help but……
I’m sorry I’m venting
Tough day
The queen said the more you loved the more you grieve - so true

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Hi Bellabbb,

Thank you so much for sharing this with the community :blue_heart: I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you have been heard and you are not alone.

Take good care,