Today my husband died two years ago.
At his moment then he had fallen out of hospital bed and no idea why because he wasn’t seen when it happened. Later in the morning after being checked he had his breakfast and died before I could get there. I was due to visit later that day anyway. I am alone today. I will put roses on his grave with a note. Light a candle.
Go about my day.
Dear @Enorac, my thoughts are with you on such a difficult day. I hope you can remember the fond memories of your husband to help you through. Wishing you love x
I hope you managed to get through the day and had wonderful memories of all the years spent with your dear husband. Sending love and hugs x
My old cat died late last night and I feel all shivery and numb.
She had been missing and didn’t know she was upstairs sitting down until I was on the phone and suddenly heard her. I stroked her and she purred. I took a drink of water up for her. I filled her bowl downstairs with dried cat food. Yesterday she had had chicken. A treat she liked. I feel really awful I had been cross she had kept getting under my feet. She was very old, had got naughty or different. She would keep jumping up on the worktop and used to sit on sink etc. she would put her nose on my sleeve when I was doing this and want to sit on me all day when I had to get up and be about. Now I am really alone. Two years she here through my first period all alone. I cbt really take it in.