Annoyed with myself

@Paddy53 Anabelle was amazing, I hope she can continue to cope now she doesn’t have such a distraction, Johannas must have helped her, he was so lovely, good luck Annabelle x

@Kathy6 i stupidly decided to go for a Christmas meal with girls from work tonight, big mistake. I hated every second of it, I forced my smiles and counted down every second until I could leave. I’m nowhere near ready for this yet. I’m just so lost without him he was my everything :broken_heart::broken_heart:

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@Helen24 He sounds wonderful and I know how much you must miss him. I understand how you feel about going out it’s awful isn’t it. I went for lunch with a friend who had lost her husband 4 years ago so she fully understands what this feels like. This was nice, but a crowd is quite a different thing, I bet you were glad to get home, well done for trying tho. I hope one day these type of normal things will be possible, goodness knows when, not just yet however. Sending love and hugs, take care x

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