Woke this morning and it felt like a normal morning, then my grandson came to see how i was and reality hit me with a thud, my heart is beating like its going to burst out my chest my insides feel like a big bag of nerves and im trting my best to keep it together, im also trying to blank out whats happened and pretend he has gone away somewhere. Another day closer to the final goodbye and im nit ready for it, wish i knew what to do. Im thinking of you all and sending hugs to you all xx
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Just try to be kind to yourself today and do what you can to make it easier.
Just a day at a time at the moment it’s all any of us can do.
Sending some love and hugs xx
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Thanks i appreciate that and sneding some back to you x
Miamoo2017 you don’t need to hold it together, you need to let go, weep and cry, scream and yell. Let your tears flow they are healing you bit by bit.
You are in normal stages of grief, blanking out and denial are part of the grieving, you have so much to try and understand, I cannot begin to think understand how dreadful it must be to loose someone like you did. There is help out there for you but for now accept the pain and let it happen.
The final goodbye is just the goodbye to the physical body, you will never say goodbye you will carry him in your heart and mind forever, you love him and he loved you and that does not die. X
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Thank you so much for your lovely kind words xx
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