So tonight I would have been sitting with my lovely mum watching Eurovision. We actually disliked it in equal measure, however, it was compulsory in our life to laugh and moan our way through the sheer nonsense of it all. I can see my mum sitting pulling faces and us laughing without saying a word. Eight short weeks, two months, gone in the blink of an eye, how am I ever going to enjoy anything again when so much of our lives were shared. Peas in a pod no more.
Hi, yes all these events and occasions that bring our loss into sharp focus… Last week’s coronation did it for me. I would probably have watched it all with my Mum, just like we did for the platinum jubilee last year… We ate cake and drank Prosecco, using all the best china. It’s a lovely memory, but sometimes remembering just reminds you of how much you have lost. Xx