Halloween means more to me now than it ever has.
October 2020 was the last halloween i spent with my mum.
The last happy memory i had before going through the worst two and a half plus years of my life.
I never even imagined for a second that i would lose her.Every day i wake up i still cant believe shes gone,it still feels so surreal.
What hurts most is that she wont be here to see my son grow up.People say that everything happens for a reason but i will never understand the reason i lost my mum.
I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of your mum. It sounds as though things are very tough at the moment and you are hurting because she won’t see your son grow up.
I’m glad that you’ve been able to share how you are feeling here and I hope that you find the community a good source of support. Everyone here has experienced the loss of a loved one and will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help you right now.
Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS