ste3 - I am so sorry. So many deaths in your life in such a short period of time is too much to take. Of course you are numb. It surely is horrible to have lost your whole family. It is unimaginable to me and surely you are lost in a fog of painful grief.
I’ve been numb since my husband died. I don’t know when the numbness will lift or if this is the new normal. All I know is that I don’t care about much anymore. Nothing I do will bring my life back and everything seems meaningless.
Come tread water with us. It’s the best we can do.