I have had upsetting dreams where he didn’t care about me but I also had these when he was alive. Insecurity I suppose. When he first died I felt I’d rather he had gone off to live with someone else, as long as he was still alive.
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What a loveley dream so glad for you xxx
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Yeh i know what you mean - i thought that too ! I would rather he had left me than not be here at all ! Feeling very alone today ! Doing all this stuff by myself ! Its just crap innit … people just dont understand and do they even care half the time ? My kids dont anyway … horrible kids i have … so flipping selfish they are ! As long as theyre alright jack ! Huh 
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Sending big hugs x
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But they didnt leave us though @Lavenderlady1 because they knew we loved them and because they probably knew we were the best thing that happened to them all these broken lives … so bloody unfair !!! So sad … x
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